And Katy has a blogspot and Im bored so im redoing mine. I made this a long time ago when i was dating a guy named Derek to blog about how great my life was. Turns out is wasn't so amazing after all.
Don't get me wrong. I was happy but, It could have been better if he didnt decide to just up and move a few hundred miles one day haha. It could have been better if I wasn't working 80 hours a week either.
My life now is so much more than i thought. I never thought that I would be getting married ever. Then one day when i was in a pretty low spot, I get a text from a good friend from high school. He was pretty much one of my bests. A few thousand drunken texts later. Here I was going to visit him in Indiana like I had promised about 4 years back. Starting planning my trip when I realized I was falling for him. We starting talking about what would happen if when I came to visit and things went well what the next step was. Eventually we skipped the trip and started planning for my move here. After 2 months and several dates changed I picked up Ayrton at the airport && started my new life. We made the 36 hour drive out to Carmel, Indiana.
I left my family and all my friends behimd with hopes things would go well. So far things have been pretty amazing. I've never been more in love. Yeah I know. You have to work on relationships. We are working through any differences we have. It's not like either of us imagined. Not always rainbows and sunshine. We are learning what gets under each others skin. I have a problem of bringing my bad work day home && taking it out on him. Not meaning to. We both do it but it gets easier evryday.
Ayrton makes me want to plan things. Like our future. Which to both of us is huge. We are both the type of people who don't plan well or make any kind of decision well. It's hard to plan a future when you don't know where you are gonna end up. Who knows... If he does well in "A" school we could end up in Italy or Australia or Japan. We could end up in San Diego or Virginia. Florida or Washington. It isn't easy. I don't even know if I want to have an actual wedding. We both want to just have a justice of the peace ceremony. Good enough for us. I know people would be dissapointed if we didnt, but hey its our wedding.
Anyways, I am gonna start blogging and letting thins go so i can move on with my life and document our adventures. I'll keep you posted on all the crazy shit we get ourselves into. The stupid conversations my coworkers and I have... those are always interesting. Well I'm off to watch House && play some Warcraft when it comes up. G'Nite!
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